Dear Diary

The Phone Sex Lover

Posted on June 5, 2020January 14, 2021 by Roxy

Hi, I’m Roxy and yes, before you ask… yes…I’m real. A real girl, with more than a body or a pretty face, I have a very passionate and cool personality. I’m the girl behind this website, and this is not a factory generated website. I’m a Phone Sex Girlfriend, a Phone Sex Connoisseur, a Phone Sex Confidant, a Phone Sex Lover, and a horny minx with a passion for mutual and guided Masturbation. I offer a deeper and more meaningful style of Phone Sex than what you have had before. I offer something you may have never even tried.

I am not average in any way, shape, or form. Neither will be any of the “sexy time” we spend together on the phone. I am the ultimate girlfriend phone sex call. I am special and unique. I am entertaining and naughty. My service is far more personalized than anything you have experienced before. I spend time actually getting to know you in a way that no other fantasy talker can. Everything about me and my business is authentic. Try getting that somewhere else.

I genuinely love what I do. I think many phone sex operators can agree that our “job” is extremely cool and fun. But it’s not just that for me. I remember you after our call. I care about you as a person, and it shows through easily in each and every call that I do. You might disconnect the phone with me, but we will still connect when it really counts. I treat all callers like my boyfriends. That is how I think of them. That is why I am going to give you a girlfriend phone sex experience that you will never forget.

Set up a personal one on one Phone Sex Experience like no other, with me! All you need to do is Click Here for call details. If you’d like to learn more about me then Click Here to read my profile. Or even better, want to check out my photos? Then just Click Here.

Cheating in an Online Relationship

Posted on October 1, 2019June 5, 2020 by Roxy

Do you want to Cheat on me?

I have a boyfriend caller that had a very long drawn out fantasy theme for me. We set things up and the entire experience took about 7 months to fulfill but it was fun! Let me explain how it went and I did ask him if it was ok to share this story.

First, we did the groundwork by building things up for our “relationship”. That meant several phone calls starting out with a long one to plan everything out together. After that, it was a “get to know you well” situation via frequent phone calls, texting, and email in the same way I do with all of my boyfriends who crave more than one phone sex experience with me. Yes, we had phone sex, very often. We shared sexy texts and photos. But we also shared things about our day, about our lives, and pretended we had a long-distance relationship growing.

At about 2 months when we knew each other in a comfortable manner through various forms of communication, we had a “relationship” talk. You know the whole “define the relationship” thing. We chose this as a serious relationship (and keep in mind this is all fantasy and preplanned). We’re committed to one another now and very serious. Everything continues as normal but now we say “I love you” and have pet names and “play” this as a quality boyfriend and girlfriend relationship.

At 4 months I “catch” him as a serial cheater. I’m devastated of course. He’s had many one night stands and is also seeing two other chicks. We fight. We make up. He begs for another chance. I give it to him. We have some angry phone sex and things seem good again. But then I catch him with another girl. We continued this fantasy on a loop. Break up, makeup, and catch him again.

Are you wondering what hell kind of fantasy this is? Well, in real life he is single but he wanted an ego boost. Being a stud and serial cheater meant he was “getting” tons of women in his fantasy. I would make him describe in great detail about the sex he was having with others. He got to bring out other sex fantasies and say he did them with chicks. Some were probably true experiences, but others were just catering to certain fetishes he has. He got an ego boost from me begging, being hurt, wanting him, and asking him to be faithful only to me. I had girls to compete with so I had to become more a slut right? Of course, I did.

What a wild fantasy right? And why did it end? Well, in real life he met a woman and began seeing her during our escapades. He decided he wanted to more seriously pursue her now so our fantasy had to end. Am I ok with this? Of course, I am! I was thrilled he shared a tiny piece of himself with me, that I helped build up his confidence enough to date this woman and even helped him clarify what he really wanted in a relationship through roleplay. He thanked me and said his experience in our fantasy was almost therapeutic for him. I thought that was cool!

Pregnancy Fetish Fantasy

Posted on January 9, 2019June 5, 2020 by Roxy

I have a special boyfriend caller that I have talked to for a few years now. I want to share some of his fantasy (with his permission) because I believe that it is unique and that you need a special type of phone sex operator (or in my case… girlfriend) to act this fantasy out with. This also happens to be one of my favorite fetishes too. It’s taboo but only because it’s not something discussed among friends.

Yes, my boyfriend caller has a pregnancy fetish. Since this is a specific fetish for him, we always use it on our calls so this may sound boring to someone who is not a fetishist. Typically our call goes like this: we chat a bit about our lives, I know him well, and we discuss his job, his family life, and so forth. Hence the girlfriend part of my service 🙂 Then when we get down to the nitty-gritty phone sex stuff it gets passionate and steamy.

He tells me he won’t be using a condom with some excuse as to why. I reluctantly agree but ask him to pull out. He agrees. As we heat up the call we also discuss how good it feels to fuck without a condom. We talk in great detail about it. Finally, when we are both close to cumming, he says he is going to cum inside me. I tell him I don’t want to get pregnant but he says he doesn’t care. I say no but he gets aggressive about cumming inside of me whether I want him to or not.

It’s almost a bit “forced” but in a gentle and passionate way rather than too forceful. I find it extremely hot and trust me I don’t want any babies. It’s the fantasy that works well, not the reality. It’s sensual, erotic, and a little kinky all rolled into one. We have a blast and both cum together in an explosive orgasm.

The pregnancy fantasy works so well in phone sex because we are not taking any real risks, and we can repeat it as many times as my boyfriend wants to. It’s perfect for a phone sex girlfriend too because I know him so well now after talking a few years that I know all of his cues, signals, and even recognize his breathing to know what to say to entice him along. Sure, it’s only one small example of what you can do during a phone sex experience with me, but I thought it might pique someone’s interest.

In Love with Love and How to Use that in Phone Sex

Posted on April 15, 2018January 14, 2021 by Roxy

In Love with Love ….

I have a boyfriend who has a unique girlfriend fetish, maybe or maybe not. Maybe this will surprise people but then again perhaps it won’t. Let’s start with a basic history of this guy:

I’ve known him as a “boyfriend” for several months now and we did the whole courtship roleplay which means we discussed our personal lives a lot, much by email and texting and talked on the phone 30 minutes per day for two weeks. Then we moved to phone sex.

Sounds simple enough…. Phone sex. But it’s more than that because this boyfriend needs emotion involved and he wanted this fantasy relationship to play out like a real one. Cool, more fun for me too! So we had a first time, a second time, and got into our phone sex “groove”. We got in “sync” with each other sexually on the telephone. He knew what I liked, and I knew what got him off. These moments were considered intimate, not that phony-baloney moan, groan, and dial tone bullshit.

After our relationship grew…. I found said boyfriend wanted more… more love that is. Yup, he wanted the big L word used and for me to discuss marriage and the two of us having babies. This became part of the sex talk ritual as well. I was fascinated. Most men don’t want those three things ever discussed. But said boyfriend explained it to me.

He said to him… sex without “love” was just masturbation and he didn’t really need help with that. He wanted to feel his orgasms heightened by the fantasy of me being totally in love with him. And it worked, he’d shoot further and cum harder than earlier sessions before he revealed this to me.

I found it all exciting and very hot…. of course women have that same idea that sex and emotion are attached. It turned me on to know a guy might feel the same way.

Online Boyfriends Like Morning Phone Sex

Posted on April 14, 2018June 5, 2020 by Roxy

Morning Phone Sex

I have a few California boyfriends that I do “wake up” calls for. Now, some of them go straight into morning wood discussions and dirty talk ensues. But others literally just ask me to do it because they love the idea of a “girlfriend” calling and waking them up. It’s cute and charming to me. I like both types. I crave sweet talk; I love to supply it like honey dripping from my lips. I love when it turns to something dirty and I love to wait it out… to hold back and let the arousal take over.

Today I called one of my boyfriends to wake him up to go and work out. He wanted to run a few miles and I told him to think about running to rescue me from something. After his little jaunt, he called to tell me that he did and it turned him on. Sweaty sex talk happened. We both masturbated. I’m still worked up over it.

Decorating the Bathroom Sink with His Sperm

Posted on March 25, 2018January 14, 2021 by Roxy

Shooting His Cum All Over The Place

One of my boyfriends is a long term guy that I talk to every day. He is super sweet and we have lots in common. I like him as a person a lot. This guy took a trip to Europe and the time zone difference makes him about 6 hours earlier than me. He traveled with a few friends and they went out to do the tourist thing and ended up at a bar drinking some beers today. When they got back to the house they had rented he called me. I didn’t expect to hear from him much being out of the country and all. But he couldn’t resist my sweet kiss I suppose.

His pals were passed out in drunken stupors and he took the phone into the bathroom. He was clearly drinking and wanted lots of lovey-dovey talks. He got very riled up quickly and aggressively. It was costing him an extra $2.00 per minute to call me from Europe on his cell phone but his raging hard-on didn’t give a shit. He was drunk and horny so he jerked off into the bathroom sink. I made him email me a photo of the mess he made. I cherish that photo.

HOT!

Save the Arousal and Beat it off a Little Later

Posted on March 24, 2018January 14, 2021 by Roxy

It’s Like Being Teased and Denied

I’ll Cum and You Listen

One of my boyfriends loves to listen to me masturbate. He can get turned on and doesn’t always feel the need to jerk off while we are on the phone together. Since he calls me often while he is at work, or doing something else – he can expect me to masturbate for him while he listens, with other people often around him. He gets a kick out of it… and it’s a little “risky” but not dangerous obviously and he gets a giant boner that he has the rest of the day. Usually, he’ll beat off that night and email me all the details and he thinks about our earlier call while he’s doing it. Ok, so that’s your back story.

Today my “boyfriend” called me while he was taking a family member for a minor surgical procedure. Rather than sit in the waiting room he went outside to the parking lot to his car. He asked me to play with myself so he could listen. I obliged him, I don’t really need to be asked twice ya know?

So he listened, I described, he heard my breath and my soft gentle moans. I used the toy he likes best (yeah I have a few different ones). Yes, it drove him crazy and since he buys SMS text packages from me… he has been texting me horny dirty things all day long since. I can only respond back to torture him while he is at work… and keep his balls blue. Hey… a good girlfriend always keep her man’s balls in the palm of her hand!

I’m not Playing Hard to Get I Just Am

Posted on March 23, 2018January 14, 2021 by Roxy

The Hard to Get Ones Are The Best Ones

My momma raised me right, and furthermore, she taught me right too. I was raised with old fashioned values and beliefs, in particular about men and women. Now, don’t get me wrong or misunderstand…. It’s not that my mother doesn’t believe in girl power or that women are better/beneath men. No, no, not at all. She taught me that women are to play hard to get.

See… men are hunters by nature, a man feels best about a woman; when he is pursuing her and she is receptive. But honey, women know exactly what the fuck we are doing too. Don’t kid yourselves. Smart women know how to play “hard to get”. We make you work for it. That’s what makes you want it.

I had a dude I met online just chat to me. Now, I know the game and the score fellas. He saw my picture and I was his “taste” so he struck up a little chat that lasted about 15-20 minutes. I’m a very obvious flirt, it cannot be stopped and that’s just who I am. Of course, I flirted which he reciprocated. Then he sent me his number and told me to call him so we can talk some more. NOPE.

Not Happening Sparky

Gentlemen… it’s NOT that easy, ever. And if it is… she ain’t worthy I assure you. My role as a woman is to be a lady, elegant, graceful, and sweet. I can show you my less than classy personality where I trash talk, act like a wise-ass and display my sarcastic quick wit. Then you get the bluntness, the strength, the power, the depths, and next-level which also includes the little kinky side. Those are just different “levels” of me, and every level is still going to have a feminine “touch”.

I have never initiated a call to man. He calls me. I have never asked a man out on a first date, that’s his job. I also want that fucker to open the door for me, and to treat me like a lady. Show me your class, show me your intelligence, show me your sense of humor…. And only THEN do you get into my pants. Ya gotta work for it, fellas. That’s life. The good women, the interesting women, the fun women…. Are always hard to get.

How hard did you get thinking about that?

Because I Like Seeing Photos of Your Cock

Posted on April 21, 2017June 5, 2020 by Roxy

Send Me Some Cock Photos!

Men are visual creatures and looking at photos or video of naked women gets them rock hard and ready to spew. Men like to masturbate looking at porn. They like titties and vagina. Ok, everybody knew this… right?

What about women?

I have heard the gamut from female friends. I have many gal pals and they vary in age. Some are hard-wired to automatically say “NO… women do NOT care about seeing a close up picture of a cock.”

I don’t get it.

Men can freely admit to appreciating the female form. Why won’t women fucking admit it and tell the truth? YES, I say YES we do like photos of your penis. Not all women can deal with porn. Some of it I can’t either. It doesn’t need to be sensual and romantic for me… but I hate the phony porn where you know the woman is “overacting”. That doesn’t turn me on at all. But god damn it, watching a guy lick a pussy does get me instantly wet. HELLO! Women like porn just as much, and if they don’t it’s because they have some sexual hang-up. We have the same urges men do.

With my service, I exchange photos with my “boyfriends”. It’s great. We get on the phone, get hot, do an exchange and it heightens our mutual masturbation. Hot!

I have a little sexy phone call story for you.

One of my “guys” who’s really into the girlfriend fantasy intensely and I were on the phone. We chat for a bit, relax, and we get horny together and cum. Calls can last a few hours to the grand finale. Sometimes we do the photo exchange. I love, absolutely love, getting his cock photos. He’s a hot guy first off, and I love to look at his cock whilst using my penis-shaped vibrator. Imagery is important for male AND female. On one of our more recent calls, he videotaped himself jerkin his gherkin during the call. I had cum once and he said he wanted me to cum again. Well, ok… I am game. Then he told me he was uploading the video for me. I got completely wound up. I’m a pervert. I got it, kept playing with myself and watched. The video is a whole 2 and a half minutes long. I came within the first 30 seconds.

Why? It was fucking HOT as hell. It was so private, so kinky, so naughty, so intimate. And… I like looking at cock. Plain and simple.

OMG We are Breaking Up Our Pretend Online Relationship

Posted on June 16, 2016June 5, 2020 by Roxy

Online Relationship Break Up

Do you want to break up with me and leave me devastated where I text, email, or leave you voicemails about how hurt I am? Or maybe how you just used me for sex? Better yet, did you cheat on me? Show it off to your friends! Or I can break your heart if you prefer.

I have had several boyfriends in the past who adore this fantasy part of my services. They show their friends and some have even made new real-time girlfriends jealous with some of my voicemails and pictures. I beg, plead, cry, and try to get their attention. Often these boyfriends do not have typical phone sex, they just do a paid call with me so we can plot out our personalized storyline. It can actually be fun and we’ve laughed while we invent this idea. Each time, this fantasy has worked out for my phone sex boyfriend. Of course, his friends are amazed and jealous as hell!

I think it’s a cool game to play with my boyfriends, and they have all been very happy with the results. These types of calls are usually one or two time calls and then I do my end of the deal for them. I don’t often hear from them again except for the thank yous. I appreciate this fantasy and the guy who wants this type of attention. And it’s a lot of fun for me to play along!